Unbelievably Messy

Somedays in your life stand out.  They don't follow the pattern.  They are especially hard or especially wonderful.

Most times I use this platform to see how well I can express my feelings with words.  But the reality is the stories I tell start with the truth:  I live a messy life- I'm sure not unlike everyone else.  And yet,  here, so often,  on these pages I at least TRY to recreate the mess into a beautiful reflection -  ending in a well wish or a blessing learned or a funny moment to be remembered.

Today I'll share just the messy.  It's ugly-  showing how I operate,  how I think,  how we all just do our best!

I'll save any learning points for another day.  A day that makes more sense to me!

(I'm not being horribly self deprecating in this line of texts....my counselor,  just yesterday asked me to keep a food diary which includes notes on my emotions...as I try to work through my insecurities and unhealthy relationship with food)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Epilogue:

We think mom may go to heaven very soon. Meanwhile I'm feeling very sad.